Thinkingkimberly

 When I first started my cycle I was around thirteen years old. I had sever cramps which I thought was normal because I knew nothing of periods. As I started getting older my cramps were unbearable to the point of me not going to school and in the hospital all the time. It was always well you have a cyst it will pop and go away with no pain medication or anything. During these times I would always hate when my cycle would come, I knew I was going to be sick. I would turn pale in my skin and shake from the pain. I would go to my doctors and they wouldn’t do much about it. When I bled it would go through my pads and onto the bed. I would bleed for two weeks and then have a week break and then bleed again for another week. Irregular bleeding they just called it. Let’s not forget they always told me well you probably won’t be able to have kids or it will be difficult for you to have kids. Well I got pregnant at twenty two while I was on birth control with the pill. I was doing great no...

  Drinking at 14, my life has not always been so great can you believe I was drinking at the age of 14 and not just one drink whenever I can sneak one no I was drinking an insane amount everyday. I used it to cope with my mental health. I would forget life when I would drink. But I didn’t know how bad it was effecting me. To every party I went to I had drinks in my hands always playing beer pong, chasing my beers with shots. That’s the time I would only be happy and away from reality. At least that’s what I thought I had to do to be happy. I finally found my peace and happiness when god blessed me with a child. I never knew I would even have a son especially me. I changed for him and I changed for myself I wouldn’t be here today if it wasn’t for my first born son.